Mama left us in February 2004, just an hour after Valentine’s Day ended. I know, you’re probably rolling your eyes now thinking, “apilon pa gyud ang Valentine’s Day oi!” Well, I have no other excuse other than the fact that this makes it easier for me to remember her death anniversary. Yes, I’m also no good with dates, except for birthdays, which I’m really good at remembering. Okay, you can roll your eyes now! LOL!
Tonight, I was sorting through my recent photos and was organizing them when I inadvertently unearthed a very old photo, one that was taken over a decade ago. Little did I know that I would also uncover some memories, pleasant ones this time. Needless to say, I am now using this image as my profile picture on Facebook.
My Aunt noticed and complimented me on how “sexy” I was. She also asked me to bring this look back saying I was very “pretty” in that picture. Well, now you understand why I was very inspired to write this blog. A former schoolmate who I bumped into also said I was looking quite “blooming” these days.
I guess it took me a long time to accept the fact that Mama is gone and will no longer be rejoining me. Not in this lifetime, at least. Maybe the reason why I lost that “sparkle” is because I lost the single, most important person in my life. And perhaps the reason why I am “blooming” again is because I’ve taken that reality to heart and I am finally getting back in gear and moving on. I feel like my grief and heartache has been replaced by this wonderful emotion that I can’t quite describe – joy or happiness? If that’s the case then, thank God! It’s about time!
And so, as I go about my rounds again, I will remember this small lesson that I will keep in my heart forever... life is fleeting so love lots, laugh more, and smile always. Who knows? Someone could be falling in love with your smile right now! Here’s hoping! *wink*
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